No emotion no colour no feeling in my weary bones I am dead waiting to die feeling nothing existing as a ghost I meander through life aimlessly in languid zombie like states of numbed despair I am dead i have become death The emotion the insatiable slug for life has faded away The desire for […]

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The House Of Mirrors

Its fast approaching midnight my body is weary my eyes are drowsy. I am wearing my silky crimson jimjams which i typically wear when the British climate becomes more clement and not so stiflingly humid. My anxiety has dissipated as i sense the serene effects of the cannabis i inhaled minutes ago. With my body […]

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A Harrowing Dream

I fell asleep and witnessed in the recesses of my subconscious a nightmare In this dream i was back home in my childhood house I entered my parents room with trepidation I opened the door tentatively there was my mother not dead but alive in this vivid evocative dream She was there with firefly red […]

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My Room

The curtains are closed I’m tucked inside my cosy duvet I’m gazing at the assemblage of art scattered on my wallSoft soothing jazz is blaring from my speakers I’m lost in a trance like mediative state I smoke a thick cannabis joint that dulls my anxiety I am enthralled by the combination of music and […]

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The feeling the emotion has evaporated from meI am dead on the inside with eyes so haunted and hollow I barely eat barely sleep from this languid weary state of mind I muster up the energy to function to attend my studies to go to work All the while i am dying on the inside […]

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Can’t sleep cant stop sweating This heat is exhausting I’m sweating profusely throughout the day At night i laying in my bed with my windows open The sweat breeze gives a moment of elation but the muggy heat is relentless I am tossing and turning all night diligently trying all manner of things to end […]

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